R.I.P. Mr. Pig

My cat, Pixel, got ran over. I don't even know what to say about it. I'm sad of course, heartbroken actually. He was my sweet kittums, my first 'baby'. I'm kind of in disbelief but not really. Feeling guilty because I've been so absorbed with Pearl these past two weeks I didn't pay him hardly any attention at all. I cry anytime I think about him so I'm kind of trying not to. Maybe that's not a good idea but spending all day weeping, I just don't want to do that either. Mr. Peach buried him and said some nice things over his grave which I couldn't really add to because I was crying.